I was born with a crazy illness and it didn’t affect me till I was able to have children . At the age of 22 I was diagnosed w lupus and luekimia and then at age 23 I lost a set of twins and had to make a life decision to never have children again . I’m now fixen to be 40 years old and half my organs in my body don’t work . The amount of pain and jus being sick all the time gets super frustrating. But i look fine .