I didn’t know what this all meant at first. I always thought why me. I never knew the answer to that, but I just continued to feel worse. A while ago I had pain in my eye. I went to the doctors and I found out that I was going blind. At first I made it a reason for people to give me attention but after a while I realized, I was about to go blind. A couple years later, me best friend killed herself. God knows why she did it, but she did it. Now this is my story.