I’m so lost it’s not even funny like I’m hella in love with this one person and it’s hella hard to be apart from them but I didn’t know how much I really loved you tell you crashed and now there thing I can do cause I don’t want to tell you cause then I’d hurt u more and her and my bf which I don’t want to do so I’d rather break my self to pieces instead and can’t believe I was so stupid to let you go and fuck you over I’m so stupid I can’t believe my self so I’m going to keep hurting my self tell I can’t feel it anymore