Once upon a time, there was a short, slightly overnight cutie who will be called Doll. Doll fell in love with her bestfriend’s thing/crush/lover/Boyfriend..I don’t know, you name it. The worst part is, every time the bestfriend talked, the guy was the only thing that would come out of her mouth. Eventually, things got annoying. Doll got mad but continued to hide her feelings. Doll’s fragile heart could not bare see someone be loved taken away from her. She would cry herself to sleep for weeks on end. Keep in mind that she had only had 2 meaningless relationships before this. It had been 2 years since she fell in love with... let’s call him chocolate. Chocolate was tall, handsome, kind and smart, However, Doll didn’t care about all of that, she fell in love with his heart, his hands, his musical ear, his humbleness. While the bestfriend was getting all the attention, I would just watch as my heart kept secreting blood and pieces of broken glass. I could not hold my feelings for long. Stronger and stronger, they bagan becoming a part of me. Soon, bestfriend started to get jealous when she would see me and chocolate talk in church. She would act like nothing happened. Until one day she came up to me a cried because she was jealous. Little did she know that I was jealous of her. She started becoming obsessive. It made me uncomfortable. Later on, she was forced to leave church as something had gone wrong. I felt so hurt, she pulled me into a heaping pile of problems when I should have been praying. Weeks later, chocolate and I started getting closer and closer. I had never been so happy in my life..Until, another eel came along. She, till this day still hates my guts. He started pushing me away, this time, for real. I had never ever cried so much in my life. The following 3 months were hell. I had grown so tired that I wanted to scream but I proceeded to tell him. How I felt. Not in the way I wanted to, I was afraid of losing a friend. Today, I continue to hold my feelings in, I think he knows but we will find out soon after he leaves this last relationship.:)